Post by eldestwatcher on Feb 20, 2009 19:48:33 GMT 1
An account of the life of Maximus Aurelius, also known as Milosh, as dictated to the Brother Paul, a monk of the Franciscan order.
I lowered my spear, pushing hard to restrain the crowds that either wanted to free the man or kill him right then and there.
"Back! He will die at the appointed time! No later, no sooner!" It seemed forever before we finally reached the top of Calvary, and two soldiers grabbed the cross, placing it on the ground while two more pinned the man to it. Another soldier handed me the mallet and spike. Nodding, I walked to the left side of the cross, placed the spike to the man's wrist, and drove it through with a single strike. It took several more to drive it into the wood. The entire time, the man on the cross didnt' utter a sound. He grimaced, and the pain was evident, but not through screams.
I handed the mallet off, and another soldier pounded in the right spike, then another pounded a spike into the man's feet. The mallet went to another soldier then, and I watched as the sign was nailed to the extended vertical. "King of the Jews." Even as sober as I usually was since the death of my wife and son, I had to smirk at that. Stepping back to the side, I grasped the cross and hefted it over my shoulder, lifting it to the vertical until it dropped into the ground. Bones cracked.
It seemed hours. The other soldiers gambled for the man's clothes, though I saw no value in them at all. They were poor, a beggar's clothes. The crowd seemed split into two halves. Those who jeered, and those who cried. And then, there was me, standing at the back, watching.
"I'm thirsty."
I watched as the soldiers put vinegar on a sponge and held it to the man's lips. [He chuckled.] Of course this man wasn't willing to drink that. I certainly wouldn't, no matter how thirsty I was. A few minutes later, I was further surprised. The man was speaking in barely more than a whisper, yet I seemed to hear him clearly. He said, "Father, forgive them. For they know not what they do." At that point, I think I was starting to get an idea what I had done.
The crowd grew louder at those words, and one of the thieves beside him joined in. Frankly, I was shocked to hear the words that came next, and apparently so was the rest of the crowd. First, Jesus just looked at the man who was cursing him, but then the other thief spoke up. Now I forgot to mention, this same thief had previously mocked Jesus, though he had not actually cursed him. Now he spoke words that I remember clearly.
"Don't you fear the wrath of God, even in the end? You'll curse us both into the pit, is that what you intend? We're only getting what we're due after lives of sin, but don't you talk to him that way. He's done nothing wrong!"
Anyway, it wasn't long before Jesus said words that sent a chill down my spine. "Father, into your hands I commend my spirit." He gave a final glance around at the crowd, and then said, "It is finished." That was when the sky grew dark, I looked up, and realized that the moon had moved in front of the sun. But how that had happened, when the moon was nowhere in sight just a few minutes earlier... I realized the truth then, and spoke it out loud. "Surely, this man has no guilt."
I lowered my spear, pushing hard to restrain the crowds that either wanted to free the man or kill him right then and there.
"Back! He will die at the appointed time! No later, no sooner!" It seemed forever before we finally reached the top of Calvary, and two soldiers grabbed the cross, placing it on the ground while two more pinned the man to it. Another soldier handed me the mallet and spike. Nodding, I walked to the left side of the cross, placed the spike to the man's wrist, and drove it through with a single strike. It took several more to drive it into the wood. The entire time, the man on the cross didnt' utter a sound. He grimaced, and the pain was evident, but not through screams.
I handed the mallet off, and another soldier pounded in the right spike, then another pounded a spike into the man's feet. The mallet went to another soldier then, and I watched as the sign was nailed to the extended vertical. "King of the Jews." Even as sober as I usually was since the death of my wife and son, I had to smirk at that. Stepping back to the side, I grasped the cross and hefted it over my shoulder, lifting it to the vertical until it dropped into the ground. Bones cracked.
It seemed hours. The other soldiers gambled for the man's clothes, though I saw no value in them at all. They were poor, a beggar's clothes. The crowd seemed split into two halves. Those who jeered, and those who cried. And then, there was me, standing at the back, watching.
"I'm thirsty."
I watched as the soldiers put vinegar on a sponge and held it to the man's lips. [He chuckled.] Of course this man wasn't willing to drink that. I certainly wouldn't, no matter how thirsty I was. A few minutes later, I was further surprised. The man was speaking in barely more than a whisper, yet I seemed to hear him clearly. He said, "Father, forgive them. For they know not what they do." At that point, I think I was starting to get an idea what I had done.
The crowd grew louder at those words, and one of the thieves beside him joined in. Frankly, I was shocked to hear the words that came next, and apparently so was the rest of the crowd. First, Jesus just looked at the man who was cursing him, but then the other thief spoke up. Now I forgot to mention, this same thief had previously mocked Jesus, though he had not actually cursed him. Now he spoke words that I remember clearly.
"Don't you fear the wrath of God, even in the end? You'll curse us both into the pit, is that what you intend? We're only getting what we're due after lives of sin, but don't you talk to him that way. He's done nothing wrong!"
Anyway, it wasn't long before Jesus said words that sent a chill down my spine. "Father, into your hands I commend my spirit." He gave a final glance around at the crowd, and then said, "It is finished." That was when the sky grew dark, I looked up, and realized that the moon had moved in front of the sun. But how that had happened, when the moon was nowhere in sight just a few minutes earlier... I realized the truth then, and spoke it out loud. "Surely, this man has no guilt."